Return of the itch

Today was just like any other day except I felt this itch... I used to feel this often but not in a while, and it has come back.

It's an itch that literally makes me feel kind of itchy on my back... inside my head... in my chest. It makes me want to RUN until my heart explodes until I am covered in sweat. This itch makes me want to feel alive.

I used to get this itch every now and then, and it seems that the itch has returned. It has been a while.

Anyways I ran ran ran today until it felt like my chest was gonna blow up from breathing too hard. It was an amazing feeling towards the end. Just being one with my body, melting into my body.

Ironically the itch made the run better. When you get to a positive state from a very low state, the rise feels even greater than what you would have experienced without the negative.

It was a great day to run.

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