Unlocked

I want to unlock the full potential of myself, essentially become Super Sayan. They say that you're only as happy as long as you're balanced in health, wealth, and relationships. Well I want to take those 3 towers to the levels I have never reached before, so goddam high they will rise through the clouds and reach the stars in outer space.


Yes essentially I want to recreate myself as an übermensch, a person who seems superhuman, with astounding powers, as Friedrich Nietzsche puts it. The super human with ultimate goals people aspire to be. I want to become that with my body. I will dedicate my mind and body as a conduit for becoming that. An idea bigger than life.


I have been reading this book called "psychosis cybernetics" and the idea is that you are controlled by your self-image and that you can never really get too far away from it. Your self image is like an old wine or piece of clothes, and you can't just add new wine or new patches on top to make it new. You have to re-create your self-image. And well, I'm beginning to see a pattern. That I put other people or other things on top of me. But now I have something greater than myself to stick to. The idea of unlocking my full potential. Becoming super me. (I kinda wanna get that tattooed).


For the foreseeable future that's what I will dedicate my life to. Building up the 3 towers of health, wealth, and relationships, one or two towers at a time with surgical precision. I shall update again in a month.

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